Haiz...

Always like that, why?
Why didnt she watch out her mouth, said something that so hard to listen.
yes, i already biasa with them with critics, but why again?
between, she is my friend, very old pal, why she so brainless when she talked?
I very care that what she said.
I will prove myself, XXX, You wait and see.
Come and have a fight.
Huuu~~~, leganya~~~

Really sad...

This is the fact that i gonna receive...the one who is fat sure will be ignore by other people.
That's why I gonna be tough, independent, but I lack of confidence.
I am weak in study, but still go in the university, is it a wrong decision?
I don't want anyone can see or read clearly what i want, this is so scary.
I always pretend that I am tough, but actually I am not.
It is so tired, to hold the tears, running inside the eyes.
Fat, is it a sin?
yes ,I am fat, so what? I should shout like this.